Since our holiday I just can't pull myself together! It feels so hard to carry on without any motivation, I know I need to do it for myself, for my husband as I want to look better, I want to fit in the cute, sexy outfits, I don't want to feel fat and awful when seeing pretty, fit girls.
In moments like this I think about quick fix, about tablets and milkshakes for losing weight, everything I wouldn't consider normally.
I have opted for a low calorie salad in a shop today and hoping that today or tomorrow I will force myself to go on a treadmill.
Wish me luck! :-)