Little L is 2 weeks old

I am a little bit late with a 2 week update as I struggle to find time for anything else rather than little one.

She is a cute little girl, and I just love staring at her and in her big eyes.

My mum was helping out this week and will do the same next week which is amazing as I need some time to catch up on sleep during the day.

I am extremely jealous of my in laws when they spend time with her and my first grocery shopping without her left me absolutely lost, my husband said that I was completely useless at shopping as I had little L on my mind all the time.

This weird jealous of mine brought new emotions and feelings toward my mother in law in particular, I hate when she is around, I hate when she comes without a call and invites her daughters around without telling us, going through my and little L's postnatal notes, I am jealous when she has little L in her arms, I watch her when she is with my baby and tend to find lots of negative things, as you can imagine all these affects my family life.

As for little L:

- she is 40g away from her birth weight

- spends more time looking around

- slightly more settled at night

- her neck muscles are getting stronger this week

- keeps smiling when sleeping

- hates nappy changing or bathing

- likes to spend time sleeping outside and our walks in the park

- had a taster of a dummy

- she can be wriggly at night even though looks like she is sleeping